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sometimes i can hear his voice and it helps to drown out all the noise.
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Post by JEAN KIRSCHTEIN on Sept 5, 2017 7:35:01 GMT
[nospaces] [attr="class","manalishi"] [attr="class","manalishil"] [attr="class","manalishiltop"] [attr="class","manalishiltopp"] [attr="class","manalishiltop2"]I'M FOLLOWING THE MAP [attr="class","manalishiltop3"]THE MAP THAT LEADS ME BACK TO YOU [attr="class","manalishilpost"]
Jean smiled and rested his chin against Marco's shoulder as his fingers ruffled through his hair. Laughing quietly, he loosened his grip some until his hands were rested on Marco's waist. Holding him too tightly might've restricted his movement and although Jean wanted to hold him, he did promise to help make breakfast. Though that was before the first kiss and then the following kisses and the smiles, and Marco just being himself. A part of Jean's mind told him that it would be okay just to give in to hugging him until warm coffee took the place of Marco in his hands.
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Well, it wasn't the best alternative but a nice one.
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Stepping back he took a sip of his coffee and furrowed his brow after burning his tongue. He listened quietly while poking the appendage and frowning at the pain.
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He wants to go to university?
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Jean had the option of going to university himself but he preferred to work instead. The idea of being around so many people that were his own age and pretending that everything was fine irked him to no end. But as he glanced at the books then Marco's back, he nodded and made a vow to make sure that Marco achieved his dream. It was the least he could do for him after all.
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"Was never a student myself but then again I wasn't much of a fighter either," he chuckled after wiping the egg white from his face. "And yeah I did say that didn't I?"
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Looking at the ingredients laid out, he thought on it and went to retrieve cheese and tomatoes from the fridge. Searching through the cupboards for a cutting board, he laid it out and went to find a knife. Before Jean's hand would've frozen while holding the knife and his grip would turn his knuckles white. Now, he seamlessly held it as if it was an extension of his body and started chopping the tomatoes and cheese.
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"But that was before I found something better to do," he said with a quick glance to Marco. A little tomato juice smeared against his finger and he raised it to wipe against Marco's cheek. "Payback."
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cooking boyfriends!
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sometimes i can hear his voice and it helps to drown out all the noise.
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AGE 19, PRONOUNS HE/HIM, JOB COURIER/OMEGA FIVE HITMAN
CLASSIFICATION HUMAN, SOURCE ATTACK ON TITAN
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Post by JEAN KIRSCHTEIN on Sept 2, 2017 18:15:45 GMT
[nospaces] [attr="class","manalishi"] [attr="class","manalishil"] [attr="class","manalishiltop"] [attr="class","manalishiltopp"] [attr="class","manalishiltop2"]GOT NO BUSINESS HERE [attr="class","manalishiltop3"]THE MAP THAT LEADS ME BACK TO YOU [attr="class","manalishilpost"]
Jean cursed himself as he watched her expression change. Mentioning war and the like weren't exactly favorable topics and he wasn't doing her any favors by dredging up old memories. But before he could open his mouth to apologize, she quieted him by mentioning his appearance. Absentminedly he raised a hand to the back of his neck and rubbed it lightly. Around the same age, huh?
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Sucked that they were pulled into a "safer" yet foreign place without their consent. Even more that they were young and didn't know what to do with themselves. Jean focused on his coffee that he didn't realize was now empty. Bringing it to his lips, he took a sip and tried to figure out what he would say next.
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Her phone ringed and he glanced over as she fiddled around with it then said her goodbyes. Lazily, he raised a hand and waved back only for it to drop a few seconds later.
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"I really must be gay for him," he muttered to himself. "she was kind of pretty."
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Jean stood up from the seat he was in, slid it in and took the remainder of his trash to throw away. Pocketing his hands, he decided to call it quits on the day and go home.
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Marco is waiting for me, he thought with a little smile.
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awesome! and this was a nice way to end the thread. i'll go post that it's finished in the notifs and we can start on the thread roulette!
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sometimes i can hear his voice and it helps to drown out all the noise.
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AGE 19, PRONOUNS HE/HIM, JOB COURIER/OMEGA FIVE HITMAN
CLASSIFICATION HUMAN, SOURCE ATTACK ON TITAN
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Post by JEAN KIRSCHTEIN on Sept 1, 2017 20:57:06 GMT
[nospaces] [attr="class","manalishi"] [attr="class","manalishil"] [attr="class","manalishiltop"] [attr="class","manalishiltopp"] [attr="class","manalishiltop2"]I'M FOLLOWING THE MAP [attr="class","manalishiltop3"]THE MAP THAT LEADS ME BACK TO YOU [attr="class","manalishilpost"]
Jean tried to wrap his mind around the fact that he might've been conversing with someone who was either royalty or really important. He blinked once or twice at the mention of tutors and official lessons. What did that even mean and even then, what world did she come from where that was possible?
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He never really had the luxury of spending time on schoolwork. Aside from the lessons he received early on in life, he spent most of his time training to be part of the military. Though back then he just wanted to do something that would keep him safe and keep his mother in stable conditions. If he'd known that the people he met would've changed him for the better and led him into scary places, maybe he would've kept his head in the books.
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"No, I was given the option but I opted out," he said with a half-hearted shrug. The idea of going to school with people who looked his age was foreign. In the beginning, he hated even being around groups of people because danger could've been anywhere. He didn't trust them. He didn't know them and all he wanted was to get home and back to some semblance of normalcy.
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Because even though this was safety, it was foreign.
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"I work as a courier, you might see me from time to time if you have something being delivered."
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Jean rubbed the back of his neck and grumbled.
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"Do I look that young though?" He asked almost like a jest or a counter to her question. "I was fifteen when I joined the military, and now I'm nineteen but I feel so much older."
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He looked at his cup, the scrapes and bruises on his hands which faded with time. It seemed like he was living someone else's life. And if he saw it on television, he would've passed it off as just a live action movie or something out of someone's gross nightmare.
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Hard to believe that it was his reality.
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i'd probably do a thread like that for the fun of it!
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sometimes i can hear his voice and it helps to drown out all the noise.
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AGE 19, PRONOUNS HE/HIM, JOB COURIER/OMEGA FIVE HITMAN
CLASSIFICATION HUMAN, SOURCE ATTACK ON TITAN
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Post by JEAN KIRSCHTEIN on Sept 1, 2017 20:41:36 GMT
[nospaces] [attr="class","manalishi"] [attr="class","manalishil"] [attr="class","manalishiltop"] [attr="class","manalishiltopp"] [attr="class","manalishiltop2"]I'M FOLLOWING THE MAP [attr="class","manalishiltop3"]THE MAP THAT LEADS ME BACK TO YOU [attr="class","manalishilpost"]
If this was a dream, whoever woke him up would be beaten to a pulp. He wanted to scream and shout that the first time he took a chance it hadn't blown up in his face. Instead, he was staring eye to eye with the person that he wanted to hold for so long. And he liked him, Marco liked him enough to kiss him. Enough to miss him when they were apart from each other and Jean's heart should've stopped from how quickly it was beating.
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It took most of his resolve not to reach out for Marco again. A fond little smile ever present on Jean's face even as he was offered the choice of cream or sugar. "Both," he muttered dazedly. He wasn't sure what it felt like to be a lovesick teen. His crush over Mikasa was just puppy love but this felt different. Almost like he was floating on air, his heart fluttering when Marco smiled in his direction.
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"Oh."
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Jean blinked and remembered that he had to at least pour coffee into his own mug. His face reddened in embarrassment as he turned away to do so. Sliding the mug over to Marco, he hesitated and stepped away from the counter.
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"Do you mind putting it in for me, I want to try something."
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He stepped behind him, reached out to wrap his arms around Marco's waist and bury his face against his hair. He felt so warm, and his hair was soft, even ticklish against his face.
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"I really shouldn't have asked you to brush your teeth first," he grumbled with a sigh. "At this point I wouldn't have cared either way."
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Jean pulled away, leaning down to kiss the back of Marco's neck. Out of the corner of his eye, he noticed textbooks sitting on a table. After coming to the island he remembered being offered a chance to go to school but rathered to work instead.
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"You're in school?"
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he got caught staring or at least caught himself staring and diverted the conversation, typical jean.
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AGE 19, PRONOUNS HE/HIM, JOB COURIER/OMEGA FIVE HITMAN
CLASSIFICATION HUMAN, SOURCE ATTACK ON TITAN
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Post by JEAN KIRSCHTEIN on Aug 30, 2017 19:10:41 GMT
[nospaces] [attr="class","manalishi"] [attr="class","manalishil"] [attr="class","manalishiltop"] [attr="class","manalishiltopp"] [attr="class","manalishiltop2"]I'M FOLLOWING THE MAP [attr="class","manalishiltop3"]THE MAP THAT LEADS ME BACK TO YOU [attr="class","manalishilpost"]
Is this what heartbreak felt like?
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Jean believed that he loved Mikasa at one point in his life. He believed that he loved her for all that she was and he knew her in ways that no one else did. That she could understand him but he was blinded by rose-tinted glasses. Angered by Eren's incessant need to put himself in harms way when he had someone who was constantly chasing after him. But then he realized, that he didn't love Mikasa at all. What he felt for her was just attraction at the surface level, taking her strength and silence as indicators of her character, but when he saw her cry.
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Saw her cry and hold Eren in her arms, he knew.
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He knew that he didn't love her because he couldn't see the girl underneath the soldier. Jean felt he knew true heartbreak when he sat in a room among all of his sleeping comrades, back to the wall, thinking back on warm smiles and laughter.
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Thinking back on Marco and all the things that he didn't say.
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And then he cried. Cried because he was left alone despite being surrounded by so many people. Cried because he was stupid enough and blind enough not to see who was always at his side. He swore to make it right if he ever saw Marco again.
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But looking at him now, dazed and confused, teary-eyed -- was it worth it?
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He barged his way into Marco's life; a life free of Titans and the fear of dying. And in the matter of seconds was steadily unraveling what bit of comfort they had together.
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Jean couldn't find it in himself to look away, shut his eyes and curse himself for being so stupid. His gaze was centered on Marco, everything else seeming to fade away as tunnel vision ensued.
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You're so unfair.
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His breath hitched in his throat as Marco met his eyes.
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No.
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No, no.
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He didn't want to make him cry. And before Jean could open his mouth, beg forgiveness, Marco's hands touched his face.
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Warm.
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Soft.
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Marco's lips against his own were soft, nice, and all too fleeting as he pulled away. Jean's hands were left in mid air as he took in the person in front of him. Unable to keep the smile from forming, hope arising where fear once was, and love.
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Love.
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He stepped forward to close the space between them, wrapping his arms around Marco to bring them together and pressing soft kisses to his face.
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Behind his ear.
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To his forehead.
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His cheeks.
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His nose.
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Laughter came in the form of broken chuckles admist words. "Brush your teeth first," he said. "Then I'll kiss you." He smiled at Marco, raising a finger to tap against his lips. Tilting his head slightly, Jean pressed another kiss to his forehead, whispering against his skin.
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He loosened his hold, reaching up to brush his hair away from his forehead. "It was okay, Marco."
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...well, this went another way.
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sometimes i can hear his voice and it helps to drown out all the noise.
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AGE 19, PRONOUNS HE/HIM, JOB COURIER/OMEGA FIVE HITMAN
CLASSIFICATION HUMAN, SOURCE ATTACK ON TITAN
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Post by JEAN KIRSCHTEIN on Aug 30, 2017 4:03:43 GMT
[nospaces] [attr="class","manalishi"] [attr="class","manalishil"] [attr="class","manalishiltop"] [attr="class","manalishiltopp"] [attr="class","manalishiltop2"]GOT NO BUSINESS HERE [attr="class","manalishiltop3"]I'LL BE HERE, SOMEWHERE IN THE CORNER [attr="class","manalishilpost"]
Her hand was softer than his. It was the first thing that Jean took notice of once they touched. While her hands were soft, his were calloused and rough in some areas with nicks and cuts from handling a blade. He'd shaken hands with many people who were in a similar state as him. But this was the first time that it dawned on him that other people hadn't experienced the hell that he'd been apart of. They didn't bear the same scars.
[break][break]
He let go of her hand and took another sip. The burning on his tongue was enough to distract him from the raging storm inside of his head. That is until she asked how long he'd been on the island. During his time in that strange room, he hadn't been keeping track of the days that went past. If anything he was trapped in a never-ending cycle of morning to night while being plagued by his memories.
[break][break]
"Not sure," he said noncommitally. Jean looked away from her and glanced over his shoulders. An old habit that would have to die hard. He always made sure to sit somewhere that the exits were clearly defined and he could see the rest of the people. If anything happened, he could bolt or jump to the rescue but being caught off guard wasn't his thing.
[break][break]
"I lost track of time awhile ago, just living day by day."
[break][break]
He set his cup down on the table and looked at her.
[break][break]
"So, are you a student or something?"
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always ducking and dodging
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sometimes i can hear his voice and it helps to drown out all the noise.
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AGE 19, PRONOUNS HE/HIM, JOB COURIER/OMEGA FIVE HITMAN
CLASSIFICATION HUMAN, SOURCE ATTACK ON TITAN
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RECENT
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Post by JEAN KIRSCHTEIN on Aug 29, 2017 23:48:53 GMT
[nospaces] [attr="class","manalishi"] [attr="class","manalishil"] [attr="class","manalishiltop"] [attr="class","manalishiltopp"] [attr="class","manalishiltop2"]I'M FOLLOWING THE MAP [attr="class","manalishiltop3"]THE MAP THAT LEADS ME BACK TO YOU [attr="class","manalishilpost"]
Welcome home.[break][break]
The greeting was so simple but loved. He felt a swelling in his chest as he reached out to open the cuppboard. But this wasn't from some feeling of doubt or anger. He looked at Marco, smiling a little as he noticed the redness to his ears. [break][break]
"Yeah, you can help."[break][break]
Jean looked away from him to pull down a mug and set it down on the counter. But he suddenly became hyperaware of Marco's presence. His hand on his own, the smell of vanilla from his hair, and..[break][break]
It wouldn't hurt to just try.[break][break]
The traitorous voice in his mind tried to convince him that by taking the plunge he'd at least be doing something. He hadn't even been in Marco's presence for more than an hour and he was already hiding things from him. Guilt was a hefty weight to bare and seemed ever present on his shoulders. So he had to ask himself for what reason was he doing this?[break][break]
He might reject me.[break][break]
The voice in his mind voiced the concern that he wasn't willing to say aloud. A concern that he wanted to bury deep in his chest. But it was always possible. He would never force his affections onto Marco or expect the other to return them but --
What if he says no and I ruin everything?[break][break]
Marco's smile.[break][break]
His laughter.[break][break]
Being able to see him without worry.[break][break]
All of those things would disappear if he just took a chance and Jean's fingers curled into a fist around the handle of the mug. He could do this. He could just pretend that the feelings weren't there and proceed to live happily like this. With Marco, there would always be time.[break][break]
Isn't that what you thought of last time?[break][break]
His eyes widened by a fraction and he stole a glance to the freckled boy at his side. When he thought there would be time for them in the past, Marco died. And he was mixed into this shady business with Omega Five, who was to say that he wouldn't kick the bucket anytime soon. Worry, anxiety, fear of the unknown filled where love should've been and Jean steeled himself.[break][break]
And then he remembered Marco's hand on his own. The feeling of warmth, safety, comfort, living. Jean's heartbeat slowed and he relaxed, loosening his grip on the mug. [break][break]
When I see him again, I'll tell him everything. And then..[break][break]
Pressing his hand against the counter, he leaned close to press a kiss to Marco's cheek. Leaning away Jean stared at him and waited.
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...well, this went another way.
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sometimes i can hear his voice and it helps to drown out all the noise.
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AGE 19, PRONOUNS HE/HIM, JOB COURIER/OMEGA FIVE HITMAN
CLASSIFICATION HUMAN, SOURCE ATTACK ON TITAN
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RECENT
FUNDS
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Post by JEAN KIRSCHTEIN on Aug 29, 2017 19:26:54 GMT
[nospaces] [attr="class","manalishi"] [attr="class","manalishil"] [attr="class","manalishiltop"] [attr="class","manalishiltopp"] [attr="class","manalishiltop2"]I'M FOLLOWING THE MAP [attr="class","manalishiltop3"]THE MAP THAT LEADS ME BACK TO YOU [attr="class","manalishilpost"]
Marco's laughter made him smile and laugh but it wasn't loud enough to drown out the sounds of hunger. Jean folded his arms across his chest once Marco stepped out of the embrace and raised a brow knowingly. He's adorable, Jean thought. Marco's mused hair, a blue sweater that only drew more attention to his features, darker in comparison but charming enough. A part of him wanted to reach out and run his fingers through Marco's hair, just so he'd look at him and then --
[break][break]
Stilling the thought, Jean pulled his hat off and stuffed it in the pocket of his jacket. His hair was sticking up at various angles but it didn't matter. Marco wouldn't have judged him for it anyway, he thought. Nodding at the offer for coffee, he stepped forward and wrapped an arm around Marco's shoulders. Although the motion could've been considered a friendly one, he just wanted to stay near him a little longer.
[break][break]
Touch him a little more and make sure that this wasn't a dream.
[break][break]
"Don't worry about the shopping," he said. "I'll take care of it when I head back out."
[break][break]
His fingers tapped against Marco's shoulders as if he was judging the next few words that were racing from one corner of his mind to the other. A promise that he made to someone when he felt bold and confident. That he'd set things right, tell Marco everything, tell him how he felt when he saw him again.
[break][break]
And yet here he was chickening out again.
[break][break]
It was disgraceful.
[break][break]
"After all, I live here too."
[break][break]
He looked at him from the corner of his eye as they entered the kitchen. A little smile formed then disappeared just as quickly as Jean detached himself from Marco's side and went to fix himself a cup of coffee.
[break][break]
"Got any other mugs or styrofoam cups?"
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lord have mercy, JUST TELL HIM BOY!
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sometimes i can hear his voice and it helps to drown out all the noise.
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AGE 19, PRONOUNS HE/HIM, JOB COURIER/OMEGA FIVE HITMAN
CLASSIFICATION HUMAN, SOURCE ATTACK ON TITAN
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RECENT
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Post by JEAN KIRSCHTEIN on Aug 28, 2017 18:21:19 GMT
[nospaces] [attr="class","manalishi"] [attr="class","manalishil"] [attr="class","manalishiltop"] [attr="class","manalishiltopp"] [attr="class","manalishiltop2"]I'M FOLLOWING THE MAP [attr="class","manalishiltop3"]THE MAP THAT LEADS ME BACK TO YOU [attr="class","manalishilpost"]
Jean rubbed his eyes with the back of his hand and gave a long sigh. His cheeks hurt from smiling but he just couldn't help the feeling. Marco was here, and he was alive, and he missed him. Everything from their world could've been a horrible dream that anyone would be glad to wake from. But Marco missed him and wanted to see him and Jean never felt so light in his entire life.
[break][break]
Leaning out of the embrace so he could see Marco's face, Jean wiped the tear streaks from under his eye. "Red-faced with freckles," he mumbled. "You're going to look like a pizza by the end of this hug." He laughed at his own horrible joke, shaking his head and pressing the heel of his hand to his forehead. All of that crying gave him a headache but he didn't want to let go.
[break][break]
I let go of him once, I'm not doing that again.
[break][break]
But something told him to turn around and look. So Jean reluctantly turned his gaze away from Marco to look at the envelope left on the ground. It was addressed to Marco, and he was sent there to deliver it, but he wondered what was inside.
[break][break]
Now that he had Marco in his arms, knew that this was his Marco, he didn't want him to be caught up with what he'd been through. Jean was prepared to throw away what little bit of his life was left for a crusade that he wasn't one hundred precently sold on. And looking at Marco—
[break][break]
Looking at the warm, smiling, wonderful Marco...
[break][break]
Breaking this for a little piece of reality just seemed too cruel.
[break][break]
"It's still early," Jean said. "I already ate but I can make you breakfast and we can talk."
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jean-bo is about to whip it up in the kitchen. go cook for your boyfriend, jean. you got this.
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sometimes i can hear his voice and it helps to drown out all the noise.
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CLASSIFICATION HUMAN, SOURCE ATTACK ON TITAN
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Post by JEAN KIRSCHTEIN on Aug 28, 2017 5:46:59 GMT
[nospaces] [attr="class","manalishi"] [attr="class","manalishil"] [attr="class","manalishiltop"] [attr="class","manalishiltopp"] [attr="class","manalishiltop2"]I'M FOLLOWING THE MAP [attr="class","manalishiltop3"]THE MAP THAT LEADS ME BACK TO YOU [attr="class","manalishilpost"]
Relief spread through like wild fire as he heard Marco laugh. It'd been so long since he last heard his laughter and for it to be wrought with tears tugged at his heart. Jean could feel the tremble in his hands as Marco's face pressed against his shirt. His breathing stilled, the dampness making it all too clear that this wasn't a dream.
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This was Marco.
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He was Marco.
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And Jean could care less about his shirt being soaked or the contents of the envelope left abandoned on the floor. Marco's laughter and the soft affirmations that he was himself nearly brought Jean to his knees. He couldn't help but take in every last bit of him as if it'd be the last moment he'd see it. As if this moment was just a dream and if he'd blink, he'd be waking up in his office alone and cold.
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But Jean felt warm.
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Marco wiped away a tear on his cheek and Jean cracked a little smile. His lip quivering and Marco grew blurry in his vision as the tears threatened to fall again. Nodding shakily, he sniffed and removed one of his hands to wipe at his eyes.
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"Yeah, it's me," he whispered. "It's me." The corners of his lips hurt from smiling so much and his chest ached. Jean spent so many days crying alone and muttering the same name in his sleep but now, he was here. Marco was here and Jean nearly melted in his embrace, wrapping his arms around him as if trying to shield him from the world. "No, I didn't die."
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But you did.
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The words were caught on his tongue and he didn't dare say them aloud lest this be some sort of figment. Jean decided in that moment that he could put his cynicism aside. He could hold onto the person in his arms and just be.
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"I missed you so much," he said. "I wanted to see you for so long. I—"
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The words were lost on his tongue and Jean shut his eyes, burying one hand in Marco's hair and smiling softly.
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all of the bravado and all of the theatrics melt away when he comes home.
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sometimes i can hear his voice and it helps to drown out all the noise.
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AGE 19, PRONOUNS HE/HIM, JOB COURIER/OMEGA FIVE HITMAN
CLASSIFICATION HUMAN, SOURCE ATTACK ON TITAN
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Post by JEAN KIRSCHTEIN on Aug 28, 2017 0:58:51 GMT
[nospaces] [attr="class","manalishi"] [attr="class","manalishil"] [attr="class","manalishiltop"] [attr="class","manalishiltopp"] [attr="class","manalishiltop2"]I'M FOLLOWING THE MAP [attr="class","manalishiltop3"]THE MAP THAT LEADS ME BACK TO YOU [attr="class","manalishilpost"]
Jean was used to the walls of his office where most of his belongings were hung up on walls adorned with post-its and notices. The atmosphere in the apartment was different than the room he'd lived in for so long. It was peaceful, warm, and yet he couldn't feel at home here. Someone was living in this space and they were supposed to be living with him. But how could he live with someone that shared his name but wasn't...
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A voice called out his name and Jean's heart stilled. He felt sharp pricks to his eyes as someone turned the corner to stand in his pathway. The envelope under his arm forgotten, and the sound of his heartbeat reverberating in his ears. Freckled skin, a soft voice, dark hair and darker eyes that were focused on him.
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Always on him.
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And he could see himself in the reflection of those eyes. Warm tears brimming his eyes and slipping down his cheeks as he choked back a sob. This wasn't real, he tried to remind himself. It was just a mirage, a game that someone was playing with his head.
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But it didn't stop him from dropping the envelope and rushing to gather him in his arms. Press his face against his shoulder to see if he'd phase right through him. Nestle a hand in his hair to make sure that he could take hold.
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"Please be real."
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The words were whispered and hoarse, wavering under the force of his plea to anyone that was listening that this wasn't a farce.
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"You have to be him, please.."
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Jean drew away and held his face carefully in his hands as if any sudden movements would break this.
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"You're Marco," he muttered. "Marco Bodt, right?"
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He drew in a stilled breath, eyes darting from left to right to take in all his features. This had to be him.
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All wanting to expose Omega Five for the liars they were was pushed aside.
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All he wanted was for Marco to be here and alive.
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all of the bravado and all of the theatrics melt away when he comes home.
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sometimes i can hear his voice and it helps to drown out all the noise.
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AGE 19, PRONOUNS HE/HIM, JOB COURIER/OMEGA FIVE HITMAN
CLASSIFICATION HUMAN, SOURCE ATTACK ON TITAN
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RECENT
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Post by JEAN KIRSCHTEIN on Aug 28, 2017 0:47:44 GMT
[nospaces] [attr="class","manalishi"] [attr="class","manalishil"] [attr="class","manalishiltop"] [attr="class","manalishiltopp"] [attr="class","manalishiltop2"]GOT NO BUSINESS HERE [attr="class","manalishiltop3"]I'LL BE HERE, SOMEWHERE IN THE CORNER [attr="class","manalishilpost"]
Jean settled in his seat as she gave him the affirmative. Her gaze never left the laptop's screen and he could see the reflection in her eyes. Gold eyes. Well, that wasn't something you'd see everyday especially with light blue hair. But as she didn't spare him a second glance, he wouldn't go out of his way to other her either. Garnering attention and being a pain wasn't on his list of things to do today. So he returned to staring at the ceiling and letting the soft jazz music take him away.
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He didn't notice when she stopped typing or catch her looking at him until she asked him if he was okay. Lowering his arm, Jean adjusted himself in the seat so he could look at her properly. She looked like a nice girl. Someone that wouldn't have lasted long in his world but who knows where she came from.
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He propped his elbow up on the back of the chair and rested his cheek against his closed fist. Eyes downcast and finger tracing the lip of his coffee cup, he weighed the pros and cons of saying whatever.
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Sharing his troubles and woes with someone he didn't know didn't feel quite right. If anything, it was more of a weakness.
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"That's an understatement," he grumbled under his breath.
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Lifting the coffee cup to his lips, he took a swig of it and let the conversation fade into an awkward silence.
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Well, she already tried.
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"Thanks for asking though, uh.."
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He looked at his hand then extended to her with a slight incline of his head.
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"Jean."
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anytime! i love fire emblem: fates, have you played fe: sov?
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sometimes i can hear his voice and it helps to drown out all the noise.
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AGE 19, PRONOUNS HE/HIM, JOB COURIER/OMEGA FIVE HITMAN
CLASSIFICATION HUMAN, SOURCE ATTACK ON TITAN
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RECENT
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Post by JEAN KIRSCHTEIN on Aug 27, 2017 9:27:31 GMT
[nospaces] [attr="class","manalishi"] [attr="class","manalishil"] [attr="class","manalishiltop"] [attr="class","manalishiltopp"] [attr="class","manalishiltop2"]GOT NO BUSINESS HERE [attr="class","manalishiltop3"]I'LL BE HERE, SOMEWHERE IN THE CORNER [attr="class","manalishilpost"]
All he wanted was his coffee and the chance to get out as quickly as possible.[break][break]
After what happened yesterday, he just wanted to numb his mind for a little while and think of nothing but what was in front of him. But currently what was in front of him was someone that couldn't make up their mind. Honestly, how many times does a person have to change their order before they figure out what they want?[break][break]
Jean rubbed his hand against his face and rolled his eyes. His head lolled back as he muttered a few curses and tapped his foot impatiently against the tiled floor. Soft music was playing in the background and the atmosphere was warm and cozy but he wasn't in the mood for any of it. Or maybe he was just making himself feel worse because hew as agitated off back. Either way, the afternoon wasn't turning into a pleasant one as he managed to finally get to the front and order his coffee.[break][break]
Only to find out that his favorite brand was out of stock.[break][break]
What the fuck is life?[break][break]
His eyes shut and he counted backwards from ten before just deciding to get something simple. He dropped the money on the counter and waved his hand at the offer to take the change. Honestly, all he wanted to do was just relax and breathe. Life was becoming too stressful for comprehension and he just didn't want to deal with it.[break][break]
Any of it.[break][break]
So he sank down in the nearest chair that he could find. His legs extended, coffee cup on the table and one arm thrown over his eyes to shield them from the artificial light. Everything was good for right now. He was breathing, he was okay.[break][break]
And then he heard light clicking sounds and glanced to the side to find someone else was at the table.[break][break]
Great.[break][break]
"Was this seat taken?"
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hey! hope this is okay, if not just tell me and i'll fix it up. <3
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sometimes i can hear his voice and it helps to drown out all the noise.
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AGE 19, PRONOUNS HE/HIM, JOB COURIER/OMEGA FIVE HITMAN
CLASSIFICATION HUMAN, SOURCE ATTACK ON TITAN
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RECENT
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Post by JEAN KIRSCHTEIN on Aug 27, 2017 9:13:00 GMT
[nospaces] [attr="class","manalishi"] [attr="class","manalishil"] [attr="class","manalishiltop"] [attr="class","manalishiltopp"] [attr="class","manalishiltop2"]I'M FOLLOWING THE MAP [attr="class","manalishiltop3"]THE MAP THAT LEADS ME BACK TO YOU [attr="class","manalishilpost"]
He shouldn't have felt so nervous. [break][break]
That's what he told himself for the umpteenth time while climbing the staircase. An elevator was readily available and the attendant on the ground floor directed him to it but he ignored them. Everything seemed as if it was just fading away in comparison to this one moment. Jean could hear his heartbeat pounding in his ears and a dryness in his mouth. As his hand raised to swipe against his neck, he could feel his palms were getting sweatier and the tips of his ears twinged red. There was no way that this could be the same Marco.[break][break]
No, no. There was absolutely no way that was possible.[break][break]
Marco died.[break][break]
His Marco died, and whoever this was simply had the same name and he'd make sure that the people in Omega Five knew that.[break][break]
They knew what they were doing to him. Using Marco's memory as a way to control him and then putting this fake in his path to keep him locked in. A classic manipulation tactic and he wouldn't fall for it. No, he wouldn't fall for it at all. There was only one Marco and that Marco was never coming back.[break][break]
Jean steeled his resolve and straightened his back as he climbed the staircase. Every flight of stairs brought him closer and closer to the place where it would begin. A moment that would make or break him in ways that he couldn't possibly imagine just yet.[break][break]
It's my room too, he reminded himself.[break][break]
But he wouldn't share a room let alone a life with an imposter.[break][break]
Taking out the key, he unlocked the door and twisted the handle, giving it a light push to crack open.[break][break]
"Hello," he called out. "Is anyone here?"
[attr="class","manalishirnote"] [attr="class","manalishirnote1"]EXTRA NOTES [attr="class","manalishirnote2"] [attr="class","manalishirnote3"] [attr="class","manalishirnote4"] [attr="class","manalishirnote5"] he does not know what he's getting himself into. Marco Bodt | [attr="class","manalishir"] [attr="class","manalishirimg2"] [attr="class","manalishirimg"] [attr="class","manalishir2"][attr="class","ion-android-create"] [attr="class","manalishir4"][attr="class","ion-location"] |
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sometimes i can hear his voice and it helps to drown out all the noise.
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AGE 19, PRONOUNS HE/HIM, JOB COURIER/OMEGA FIVE HITMAN
CLASSIFICATION HUMAN, SOURCE ATTACK ON TITAN
24
POSTS
RECENT
FUNDS
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Post by JEAN KIRSCHTEIN on Aug 27, 2017 5:22:27 GMT
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sometimes i can hear his voice and it helps to block out the noise.
– JEAN KIRSCHTEIN
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