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THE WALLS WILL BE MARBLE CHOCOLATE BARS

You were a fox, someone who was considered less than a human and more of an animal. You were a fox who wanted to love, who wanted to run. Someone who wanted to ask why, how, learn more about the world around her. You were a naive and innocent child, delicious imagination that just couldn't be wasted, because it'd be such a shame no? That being said, you took it upon yourself to study humans. You found them interesting, you found them fascinating. You loved humans with all of your heart, up to the point you actually wanted to be like them. You wanted to be a human - you wanted to be a human who loved other humans, or even just being a fox loved by the masses would be enough. The loneliness of the forest, of the isolation was too much, and far too dull for your liking. Yes, no matter how others thought of it, you were simply an intelligent fox. An intelligent fox, with the capability to think like a human.
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So when you were climbing a mountain one day, you found an old woman living at the ridge. She was dying of bleeding, a woman who was claimed to be a witch by the humans pursuing her. You helped her - threw her onto your back before running as far as you could to save the elder's life. Upon reaching a clearing, you set the woman down to watch as the dusk settled in - both in the world, and both for herself. She smiled to you, nodding her head shakily as the gash at her side continued to bleed out. For the first time in your life as a fox, she pat your head. Her weak and warm hand against your fur, you were happy. For the first time in your life, you learned what it felt like to have gratitude from a human. Or rather.. Someone that looked like a human.
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ROOF WILL BE MILK CHOCOLATE CIGARS

You don't know when it started, nor do you know why it did. However thinking back on it, the woman you saved was indeed a witch; a dying witch, who inserted the last bit of magic in her core, unto you. A regular fox, with the intelligence and curiosity of a child. Over the years, your magic began manifesting all the more as your tails began to grow. By the time you have achieved eight tails, approximately 90 years have already passed. You've met many villagers from the distant past, all of which found you to be a freak. You were a freak of nature, you were a demon, and hence the masses chanted curses unto your name. However you didn't understand why they loathed you so, because all you've been doing, was helping.
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Then one day you found a boy, a boy who was lost deep in the woods. Initially he was terrified of you, he backed up and begged for his life. However after you caressed him with your tails, your gentle eyes and pointed in the direction back to the village, he smiled and thanked you. Two words that you hadn't heard in decades, two words that wrenched at your heart. Two words that, eventually, prompted the boy to return to the forest. This time, however, in search for you. He came to see you, everyday. He wanted to see you, and eventually you were eagerly awaiting for his arrival because you wanted to see him, too. As he grew older, you found that you were not. You don't recall when, and you don't recall why. But you found that sometime down the line, you were learning of a new human feeling.
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You were learning about love.
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YOU ATE MY CASTLE, HAPPINESS, IMAGINATION

But he had another woman who he eventually fell to love.. Though, you never knew that. Even as he was progressing to his later teenage years, he came to see you. He treated you like a pet, and warned not to come to the village in fear for your life. You were touched by his kindness, and you grew to love him all the more. You wanted to hug him, like a human would. You wanted him to hug you, like he would a human. You wanted him to love you, like you were a human girl. You gave him your trust, your faith, your happiness and your love, and he returned it wholeheartedly. Then as though the gods have answered your prayers, you woke up as a young woman with your typical ears and your tail. However you were surprised to find the developed figure of a young woman instead of the furry fluff of a fox, and you were even more surprised when you looked at yourself in the lake. Yet you were happy - you were amazingly happy. You looked like a human now, perhaps they would accept you, assuming that you could hide that tail and ears of yours. If you could, then perhaps you really could live with humans. Maybe, just maybe, they wouldn't hate you anymore.
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However we all know that the world is a cruel place, and the fates were certainly not in your favor. You cast the illusion to lack the tails and the ears, but when you arrived you found him with another woman. A woman you didn't know, but you knew that she was a woman he loved. You watched as he gave her his affection, his love, all while giving away your happiness and the trust that you put him in. Watching this, you felt broken on the inside, because he was the first human to show you any form of affection.. But you weren't mad, no. Rather, you stared from afar with a pained smile on your face, tears running down your cheeks before breaking off into a sprint, back into the forest where you'd rest for the next little while until the next time he returns.
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BUT I'M NOT ANGRY AT ALL

Then he came back, and you were happy. The tail behind you was waving violently, side to side as he approached your den. You were excited to show him that you have become a human, you were excited to show him that you could finally be with him, in spite of the twang and sense of betrayal he's planted in your heart. Regardless, you welcomed him with open arms. You welcomed with open arms, and yet you found that he was holding a dagger. Initially you assumed it was for gardening, for paving the way throughout the vast forest. However when he arrived, and you were about to jump into his arms like you always did, you were shocked to watch as a lock of your hair was chopped off inches from your face. You stared at the young man in disbelief, refusing to attack him in spite of his attempted assaults on you. You can only remember evading his attacks, evading his dagger as he continuously thrust the weapon at you. [break][break]

But you couldn't attack him. Even in the face of the words he spewed out - the venom he spoke - you couldn't bring yourself to attack him. Though you wanted to, you wanted to attack him. You couldn't find it in yourself to continue loving the man, nor could you find it in yourself to loathe. It was a conundrum, and soon enough you chose to flee. No longer could you face him, and no longer could you find it in yourself to trust him. But as you fled, you found that the humans made it destined to hate you - because you were different. You contained power that humans would literally kill to have, and it wasn't until later where you found out this was the exact reason the boy you loved and watched grow turn his back on you and dagger at your heart. [break][break]

BECAUSE I'M CHOCOLOGICAL

There was a war, a war that you didn't know was happening. The reason he tried to kill you, the reason he tried to hunt you, was to attain your powers to win the war. He wanted to protect her, but he couldn't give a damned if it was you who was going to be killed. He shred your heart, he made you cry, beg even. You found yourself running through the trees, avoiding attacks from the humans you loved so much. The humans you loved that were turning their backs on you, the humans who were aiming their guns at you. The humans who you trusted and gave to, yet they only took your hand before pulling you down before them. But you can't hate them. It was stupid, but you couldn't hate them; you didn't want to hate them. Not even when they found you, curled in a cave. Not even when they shot the birds you saved while searching for you. Not even when the man you loved so long ago, was staring at you with a single eye after age has gotten to his features - in the face of your eternal youth.
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He was about to kill you, he was about to slit at your throat and hope to bathe in the blood of a kitsune. However what his and met was not your throat, but the solid stone wall of where you should have been. When you had awoken, you found yourself in a foreign island. There were no dangers, no army. No war. Not even him. But that's okay, you were happy and you were alive. Maybe now, you could live a new life. A life free of your past hate, a life free of the man you loved and hated, yet couldn't bring to despise.

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