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Post by Hanako Ikezawa on Sept 29, 2017 23:29:27 GMT
[attr="class","optop"] [attr="class","oplyrics"]when the sorrow it breaks them, i will replace them for you. dead flowers for the torn apart; laid at the grave to heal a broken heart. let it rain until it floods. let the sun breathe life once more. | [attr="class","optext"]reborn |
[attr="class,"oppost"] Making an apartment a home, huh...? Hanako shifted in her chair. She understood the appeal of furnishing and decorating one's home, and yet her place remained rather spartan. For better or for worse, all she really had were bare walls and basic furniture. Maybe that said something about her personality? Hanako didn't really want to think about it. "O-Oh. I'm a-also on the first floor." Hanako kept to herself, most of the time. While it was possible that she had passed Robin in the hallway, it was equally possible that her head was down, trying to avoid the attention of her neighbours. Recent experience taught her that adults were much less cruel than children, but that didn't make their attention any more welcome. There was that feeling that Hanako needed to say something, to fill the silence, to continue the conversation.She glanced up at Robin, opened her mouth, closed it again, and finished off her cookie instead. What were you meant to say or do in these situations...? Hopefully Robin would lead the conversation from here. @robin Notes: If it was feasible, I'd send you my semi-borked laptop. It'd be better than nothing, at least. Also talkative Hanako is talkative.[newclass=.optop]background-color:#5c0b7c;width:500px;padding:30px 20px 30px 20px;[/newclass] [newclass=.oplyrics]font-family:courier new;font-size:8px;color:#fff;padding:10px 15px 10px 0px;border-right:solid 1px #fff;text-align:right;text-transform:uppercase;[/newclass] [newclass=.optext]font-family:arial;font-size:30px;font-weight:bold!important;text-transform:lowercase;color:#fff;letter-spacing:-3px;margin-left:10px;[/newclass] [newclass=.oppost]background-color:#f9f9f9;border-bottom:solid 20px #5c0b7c;padding:20px;width:100%;text-align:justify;font-family:verdana;font-size:10px;color:#222;[/newclass] [newclass=.oppost b]font-weight:bold;color:#5c0b7c;[/newclass]
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AGE 18, PRONOUNS She/Her, JOB News/Short Story Writer
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Post by Hanako Ikezawa on Sept 18, 2017 4:49:41 GMT
[attr="class","optop"] [attr="class","oplyrics"]when the sorrow it breaks them, i will replace them for you. dead flowers for the torn apart; laid at the grave to heal a broken heart. let it rain until it floods. let the sun breathe life once more. | [attr="class","optext"]reborn |
[attr="class,"oppost"] The bottled tea was mildly disappointing, and Hanako was ill-trained to hide that fact. It wasn't like she was going to ask for "real" tea, or anything like that; it was just that the cool, premade tea didn't have the same depth or complexity of flavour. Then again, maybe she had just been spoiled by her and Lilly's rather diverse assortment of teas. Hanako hoped that Lilly and Hisao still met in that room for tea and chess. Even if that particular comfort was nothing more than a bittersweet memory for her now. The cookies, on the other hand, were regarded with a lot more interest. She hadn't had access to freshly baked goods in... well, in a long time. She murmured a thanks before nibbling at one of the cookies, clearly taking her time to savour it. "N-Not too long. A c-couple of months." The less said of her initial arrival, the better. Not that she could remember much of it clearly, anyway. "I s-stay i-in the... um, M-Moon Block." It was alright, really. The small apartment wasn't really so different than her dorm in Yamaku; just a bit bigger, with more appliances and responsibility. Not that her rather spartan abode required much in the way of maintenance. Her eyes darted around the room once more, and Hanako shifted in her seat. "I-it's b-been... um... d-difficult, to be h-honest. N-Not bad, b-but..." She trailed off, clearly reluctant to provide details at this point. She then looked to Robin in askance, before returning the question. "H-How about you, um, R-Robin?"@robin Notes: Glad to know you're mostly okay, doe.[newclass=.optop]background-color:#5c0b7c;width:500px;padding:30px 20px 30px 20px;[/newclass] [newclass=.oplyrics]font-family:courier new;font-size:8px;color:#fff;padding:10px 15px 10px 0px;border-right:solid 1px #fff;text-align:right;text-transform:uppercase;[/newclass] [newclass=.optext]font-family:arial;font-size:30px;font-weight:bold!important;text-transform:lowercase;color:#fff;letter-spacing:-3px;margin-left:10px;[/newclass] [newclass=.oppost]background-color:#f9f9f9;border-bottom:solid 20px #5c0b7c;padding:20px;width:100%;text-align:justify;font-family:verdana;font-size:10px;color:#222;[/newclass] [newclass=.oppost b]font-weight:bold;color:#5c0b7c;[/newclass]
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AGE 18, PRONOUNS She/Her, JOB News/Short Story Writer
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Post by Hanako Ikezawa on Sept 12, 2017 12:41:12 GMT
[attr="class","optop"] [attr="class","oplyrics"]when the sorrow it breaks them i will replace them for you dead flowers for the torn apart laid at the grave to heal a broken heart let it rain until it floods let the sun breathe life once more | [attr="class","optext"]reborn |
[attr="class,"oppost"] Seeing the anger bloom on the other woman's face caused fear and apprehension to spread on Hanako's own. She had been careful. She had tried to be polite. Was it really so infuriating to say something so obvious? Did she miss some joke? Or some other social cue? Hanako was, judging by the quaking of her limbs and darting eyes, attempting to disappear into herself, legs unwilling to move. Hanako disliked a lot of things; being scolded was amongst them. Especially being scolded for things that were not her fault. Instead of a verbal lashing, or a real physical one, Hanako heard what she thought was an apology. She blinked, and looked uncertainly at the clerk, apprehension and fear still plainly written on her face. She swallowed, throat suddenly dry. She wanted to run away and hide. But this was a public place, where people did not understand her. How many eyes would that draw? How many misunderstandings? "...C-c-com-mic b-books." It was a fragment of a sentence, but it was all that was audible. One hand still pressed against her, she gestured fearfully towards the books the clerk held with a plainly scarred hand. She also backed up a few halting steps. She wanted to say something else. Maybe that she would come back later, or that she would look on her own. As it was, she was mostly frozen, eyes still looking in the general direction of the books, but becoming increasingly unfocused. Lorelei Ackermann Notes: Great, now she's too scared to run away. Excellent customer service, there, Lorelei.[newclass=.optop]background-color:#5c0b7c;width:500px;padding:30px 20px 30px 20px;[/newclass] [newclass=.oplyrics]font-family:courier new;font-size:8px;color:#fff;padding:10px 15px 10px 0px;border-right:solid 1px #fff;text-align:right;text-transform:uppercase;[/newclass] [newclass=.optext]font-family:arial;font-size:30px;font-weight:bold!important;text-transform:lowercase;color:#fff;letter-spacing:-3px;margin-left:10px;[/newclass] [newclass=.oppost]background-color:#f9f9f9;border-bottom:solid 20px #5c0b7c;padding:20px;width:100%;text-align:justify;font-family:verdana;font-size:10px;color:#222;[/newclass] [newclass=.oppost b]font-weight:bold;color:#5c0b7c;[/newclass]
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Post by Hanako Ikezawa on Sept 9, 2017 23:40:30 GMT
[attr="class","optop"] [attr="class","oplyrics"]when the sorrow it breaks them i will replace them for you dead flowers for the torn apart laid at the grave to heal a broken heart let it rain until it floods let the sun breathe life once more | [attr="class","optext"]reborn |
[attr="class,"oppost"] The evidence that the clerk didn't know what they were doing was mounting. This section wasn't even tangentially related to local history. She had thought that maybe they were heading to a nonfiction section, or something like that. But this? Hanako's brow furrowed in concern. This clerk was, in a word, intimidating. She had absolute surety in what she was doing, despite the fact that she was wrong, on a fairly basic level. The graphic novels shoved in her direction prompted a choice. Part of her was sorely tempted to dry her hands away from her chest, and mutely accept the books... then covertly return them to the shelves later. Instead, Hanako summoned her courage, and shook her head, knuckles turning white as her hands were clasped against her chest. "U-Um... Th-Those a-are..." It took courage - at least for her - to do this, but she didn't have enough courage to speak confidently. Or even look the clerk in the eye, as her eyes were stuck to her feet. "N-Not h-history b-books." Well, she had said it. Now she braced herself for the payback. And made sure of her escape route. Lorelei Ackermann Notes: She should have run at the beginning.[newclass=.optop]background-color:#5c0b7c;width:500px;padding:30px 20px 30px 20px;[/newclass] [newclass=.oplyrics]font-family:courier new;font-size:8px;color:#fff;padding:10px 15px 10px 0px;border-right:solid 1px #fff;text-align:right;text-transform:uppercase;[/newclass] [newclass=.optext]font-family:arial;font-size:30px;font-weight:bold!important;text-transform:lowercase;color:#fff;letter-spacing:-3px;margin-left:10px;[/newclass] [newclass=.oppost]background-color:#f9f9f9;border-bottom:solid 20px #5c0b7c;padding:20px;width:100%;text-align:justify;font-family:verdana;font-size:10px;color:#222;[/newclass] [newclass=.oppost b]font-weight:bold;color:#5c0b7c;[/newclass]
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Post by Hanako Ikezawa on Sept 9, 2017 0:55:14 GMT
[attr="class","optop"] [attr="class","oplyrics"]when the sorrow it breaks them i will replace them for you dead flowers for the torn apart laid at the grave to heal a broken heart let it rain until it floods let the sun breathe life once more | [attr="class","optext"]reborn |
[attr="class,"oppost"] If only it was as easy as deciding not to stutter. Did she really think she talked like that because she wanted to...? Still, it was difficult to simply be annoyed at that, as the clerk seemed to follow that up with a strangely delivered compliment. The net result was still a mixture of annoyance and self-loathing, however. Despite her fear, she was now more terrified of running away. At least for now; it seemed that trying to escape was somehow a worse idea than simply enduring whatever she had to say. Besides that, Hanako really was looking for a book today. Not just for personal interest, but also to assist her in writing a few articles. When the clerk started marching off in the opposite direction of the history section she had been browing, her brow furrowed. "I-Isn't the..." Her voice trailed off, too intimidated to try and correct her. After all, maybe the local history books were stored somewhere else...? It wasn't impossible, but... She hurried her pace to catch up to the brisk clerk, sparing a glance back to the exit of the store. Even if it was for the sake of nothing but her nerves, having a clear escape route seemed like a great idea. Lorelei Ackermann Notes: It's fiiiine. I've played similar characters before, so I know where you're coming from. Don't fret too much about your posting style; I think it's fine and interesting, and not overly verbose.[newclass=.optop]background-color:#5c0b7c;width:500px;padding:30px 20px 30px 20px;[/newclass] [newclass=.oplyrics]font-family:courier new;font-size:8px;color:#fff;padding:10px 15px 10px 0px;border-right:solid 1px #fff;text-align:right;text-transform:uppercase;[/newclass] [newclass=.optext]font-family:arial;font-size:30px;font-weight:bold!important;text-transform:lowercase;color:#fff;letter-spacing:-3px;margin-left:10px;[/newclass] [newclass=.oppost]background-color:#f9f9f9;border-bottom:solid 20px #5c0b7c;padding:20px;width:100%;text-align:justify;font-family:verdana;font-size:10px;color:#222;[/newclass] [newclass=.oppost b]font-weight:bold;color:#5c0b7c;[/newclass]
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AGE 18, PRONOUNS She/Her, JOB News/Short Story Writer
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Post by Hanako Ikezawa on Sept 9, 2017 0:34:14 GMT
[attr="class","optop"] [attr="class","oplyrics"]when the sorrow it breaks them, i will replace them for you. dead flowers for the torn apart; laid at the grave to heal a broken heart. let it rain until it floods. let the sun breathe life once more. | [attr="class","optext"]reborn |
[attr="class,"oppost"] At least Robin seemed like a fairly normal name. There were a lot of... different people on this island, it seemed. The kinds of people and things she only expected to find in movies, books, anime, and video games. Another thing that made her seem out of place. The offer of tea and cookies gave Hanako some pause, but not to consider if she had the time, as one might think. It was very... nostalgic. It was how she and Lily spent a lot of their time; drinking tea, eating snacks, and playing chess. It was also how she got to know Hisao better. It wasn't really about the conversation, a lot of the time. Just occasional words exchanged in otherwise comfortable silence. "I-If it's n-not a p-problem..." Despite her guarded body language, not helped by occasionally glancing at the entrance, it seemed that the idea was appealing to her. Maybe she was trying to recreate, in some small way, the comforts she had found at Yamaku. Maybe she was just forcing herself to try and make a friend. Even Hanako wasn't entirely sure. Whatever it was, she had to keep reminding herself that the world wasn't going to wait for her forever. She had to do things herself. Or, failing that, have the courage to accept the invitations of others. @robin Notes: I think I'd rather deal with earthquakes than typhoons. Then again, earthquakes are just kinda... normal to me now.[newclass=.optop]background-color:#5c0b7c;width:500px;padding:30px 20px 30px 20px;[/newclass] [newclass=.oplyrics]font-family:courier new;font-size:8px;color:#fff;padding:10px 15px 10px 0px;border-right:solid 1px #fff;text-align:right;text-transform:uppercase;[/newclass] [newclass=.optext]font-family:arial;font-size:30px;font-weight:bold!important;text-transform:lowercase;color:#fff;letter-spacing:-3px;margin-left:10px;[/newclass] [newclass=.oppost]background-color:#f9f9f9;border-bottom:solid 20px #5c0b7c;padding:20px;width:100%;text-align:justify;font-family:verdana;font-size:10px;color:#222;[/newclass] [newclass=.oppost b]font-weight:bold;color:#5c0b7c;[/newclass]
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Post by Hanako Ikezawa on Sept 8, 2017 9:50:29 GMT
[attr="class","optop"] [attr="class","oplyrics"]when the sorrow it breaks them, i will replace them for you. dead flowers for the torn apart; laid at the grave to heal a broken heart. let it rain until it floods. let the sun breathe life once more. | [attr="class","optext"]reborn |
[attr="class,"oppost"] "Wizard of Earthsea..." It seemed that, when she was muttering to herself, her voice wasn't plagued by stuttering and awkward pauses. Hanako thought on the name for a while, and gave a small, apologetic smile to Robin, briefly making eye contact before returning her gaze to the book in question. "I-It doesn't s-sound familiar..." Truthfully, she didn't read much fantasy. Most of it was pretty contemporary stuff, and she had been trying to work her way through the literary classics; albeit, the literary classics from a Japanese point of view, which meant more Dazai and less Austen. "B-But I-I'm willing to try it." Hanako nodded, though to herself or to the librarian was unclear. Eyes flicked back up to the other's face, birefly. "Ah... th-thank you... um..."
Names and introductions. She tried her best to be polite and considerate, but a general lack of actually trying to meet new people meant it was easy to let such things slide. Hanako shifted from foot to foot, then managed a barely audible "...H-Hanako."
She knew it was incomplete, awkward, and invited confusion and misunderstanding. But it was all her nerves would allow, for the moment. @robin Notes: Headbutt the storrrrrrm. Alternatively, stay safe and mostly dry, Lunaface.[newclass=.optop]background-color:#5c0b7c;width:500px;padding:30px 20px 30px 20px;[/newclass] [newclass=.oplyrics]font-family:courier new;font-size:8px;color:#fff;padding:10px 15px 10px 0px;border-right:solid 1px #fff;text-align:right;text-transform:uppercase;[/newclass] [newclass=.optext]font-family:arial;font-size:30px;font-weight:bold!important;text-transform:lowercase;color:#fff;letter-spacing:-3px;margin-left:10px;[/newclass] [newclass=.oppost]background-color:#f9f9f9;border-bottom:solid 20px #5c0b7c;padding:20px;width:100%;text-align:justify;font-family:verdana;font-size:10px;color:#222;[/newclass] [newclass=.oppost b]font-weight:bold;color:#5c0b7c;[/newclass]
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Post by Hanako Ikezawa on Sept 3, 2017 6:55:12 GMT
[attr="class","optop"] [attr="class","oplyrics"]when the sorrow it breaks them i will replace them for you dead flowers for the torn apart laid at the grave to heal a broken heart let it rain until it floods let the sun breathe life once more | [attr="class","optext"]reborn |
[attr="class,"oppost"] Whilst browsing the shelves of a library or bookstore was sometimes rewarding in and of itself, Hanako wasn't simply browsing the shelves, hoping to find some new or unknown author. And also trying not to think too hard about how language worked on this island; best to just leave it as one of those mysteries, and be grateful she could still read, write, and communicate. Her searching and wondering was interrupted by a harsh voice. "S-sorry!" It was said by reflex, though Hanako did spare a look around her, to make sure she wasn't simply being caught in the crossfire between the clerk and someone else. Though, really, what kind of clerk spoke like that...? Maybe whatever societies people came from didn't have those basic assumptions about politeness. Unfortunately for Hanako, it quickly dawned on her that she was being spoken to. Whoever this clerk was, she seemed, simply put, scary. Hanako's fear was plainly written on her withdrawn body language, and her nervous eyeing of the exit. As well as her inability to look directly at the woman addressing her. Remembering the woman's tone, Hanako gathered her thoughts as quickly as she could, though she still left an uncomfortable pause. "I'm l-looking..." She swallowed, throat suddenly dry. "L-looking f-for... a-a... good l-local hi-history b-book." Her halting and stammering was worse than usual, and her breathing was becoming increasingly rapid. She was fighting against it, but panic was preying on her nerves. Lorelei Ackermann Notes: Sometimes shorter is better! Let's hope Lorelei doesn't make Hanako run away too quickly.[newclass=.optop]background-color:#5c0b7c;width:500px;padding:30px 20px 30px 20px;[/newclass] [newclass=.oplyrics]font-family:courier new;font-size:8px;color:#fff;padding:10px 15px 10px 0px;border-right:solid 1px #fff;text-align:right;text-transform:uppercase;[/newclass] [newclass=.optext]font-family:arial;font-size:30px;font-weight:bold!important;text-transform:lowercase;color:#fff;letter-spacing:-3px;margin-left:10px;[/newclass] [newclass=.oppost]background-color:#f9f9f9;border-bottom:solid 20px #5c0b7c;padding:20px;width:100%;text-align:justify;font-family:verdana;font-size:10px;color:#222;[/newclass] [newclass=.oppost b]font-weight:bold;color:#5c0b7c;[/newclass]
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Post by Hanako Ikezawa on Sept 3, 2017 0:00:06 GMT
[attr="class","optop"] [attr="class","oplyrics"]when the sorrow it breaks them, i will replace them for you. dead flowers for the torn apart; laid at the grave to heal a broken heart. let it rain until it floods. let the sun breathe life once more. | [attr="class","optext"]reborn |
[attr="class,"oppost"] "I-I read... a l-lot of different things..." Hanako said non-committedly. She was hardly ashamed of her reading - quite the opposite - but, still, she hardly felt like admitting that she had spent a sizable portion of her youth simply reading. "I d-don't read much, um... h-horror, s-so I th-thought I-I'd try this." It was an old work, one of the defining pieces of not just gothic horror, but horror in general. At least, that's what she had read. At least it was nice to discuss books again. Not to the same degree to which she was used to, with Yuuko and Lily, but sometimes it was nice to know that her little world wasn't completely isolated. "I-I was looking f-for something... um... lighter." It went without saying that Frankenstein - was a dark, and likely depressing, read. Having something lighter, maybe even humorous, would provide much-needed contrast. Hanako's eyes flitted across the room, and briefly rested on Robin's face before staring blankly at a portion of the shelf. "D-Do you have... a recommendation? I-It doesn't h-have to b-be new..." Re-reading a book was sometimes a good thing to do, especially with the more dense or complex reads. Though she wasn't going to be tackling War and Peace again anytime soon, that was for sure. @robin Notes: Not if your head is tougher than the walls. Then you need to fix walls.[newclass=.optop]background-color:#5c0b7c;width:500px;padding:30px 20px 30px 20px;[/newclass] [newclass=.oplyrics]font-family:courier new;font-size:8px;color:#fff;padding:10px 15px 10px 0px;border-right:solid 1px #fff;text-align:right;text-transform:uppercase;[/newclass] [newclass=.optext]font-family:arial;font-size:30px;font-weight:bold!important;text-transform:lowercase;color:#fff;letter-spacing:-3px;margin-left:10px;[/newclass] [newclass=.oppost]background-color:#f9f9f9;border-bottom:solid 20px #5c0b7c;padding:20px;width:100%;text-align:justify;font-family:verdana;font-size:10px;color:#222;[/newclass] [newclass=.oppost b]font-weight:bold;color:#5c0b7c;[/newclass]
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Post by Hanako Ikezawa on Sept 1, 2017 23:23:18 GMT
[attr="class","optop"] [attr="class","oplyrics"]when the sorrow it breaks them i will replace them for you dead flowers for the torn apart laid at the grave to heal a broken heart let it rain until it floods let the sun breathe life once more | [attr="class","optext"]reborn |
[attr="class,"oppost"] Questions and small talk were the basis of meeting new people. After all, if they never spoke, they'd never grow to understand each other. Didn't make it easy or simple, however. "A c-couple of m-months," Hanako said after a pause, still looking out at the town. She knew the town was strange to her, but it was difficult to explain exactly why. At least in a way she felt comfortable saying to a stranger. No matter how understanding and considerate Matthew was clearly trying to be. "I-I guess... i-it's the people." Hanako blinkeed, and she looked at Matthew, shaking her head, mild panic on her face. "N-Not you, r-really! B-But..." She looked down at her feet. What was really strange was how she had been torn out of a world where she had begun to find a place she felt like she belonged. Why? And why her? "B-But... s-so many p-people here are... u-unbelievable." She didn't know what other word to use. The only other word that came to mind was fictitious. She smiled faintly. "I-I'm used to p-people who have su-superpowers or are trying to s-save the w-world being in books." There was an unspoken but present suggestion that Hanako was saying she simply felt far out of her league. She was just a normal person; no, worse than that. A person who had to forcefully contain their fear and anxiety just to be able to hold a halting conversation. Not to mention her... other flaws. MATTHEW HOLT Notes: Heroes are weird people. [newclass=.optop]background-color:#5c0b7c;width:500px;padding:30px 20px 30px 20px;[/newclass] [newclass=.oplyrics]font-family:courier new;font-size:8px;color:#fff;padding:10px 15px 10px 0px;border-right:solid 1px #fff;text-align:right;text-transform:uppercase;[/newclass] [newclass=.optext]font-family:arial;font-size:30px;font-weight:bold!important;text-transform:lowercase;color:#fff;letter-spacing:-3px;margin-left:10px;[/newclass] [newclass=.oppost]background-color:#f9f9f9;border-bottom:solid 20px #5c0b7c;padding:20px;width:100%;text-align:justify;font-family:verdana;font-size:10px;color:#222;[/newclass] [newclass=.oppost b]font-weight:bold;color:#5c0b7c;[/newclass]
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Post by Hanako Ikezawa on Sept 1, 2017 15:53:56 GMT
[attr="class","optop"] [attr="class","oplyrics"]when the sorrow it breaks them, i will replace them for you. dead flowers for the torn apart; laid at the grave to heal a broken heart. let it rain until it floods. let the sun breathe life once more. | [attr="class","optext"]reborn |
[attr="class,"oppost"] Inevitably, Hanako jumped at the voice at her side, looking towards the source with a mixture of surprise and a little terror. It soon passed, as her sudden movement nearly caused her to drop her book, and she scrabbled to both catch it and her balance. Hanako managed to make an expression that was apologetic, sheepish, and apprehensive simultaneously, and her brain was finally beginning to catch up to her ears. "U-Um... maybe..." A moment passed, and Hanako held the book up as an explanation and a shield. "I want... something different th-than this. B-But these b-books..." There were many things Hanako wished she could change, but her stammering, unsure and uneven mode of speech was one of them. It sounded like she was forcing words out, both not wanting to say them, and desperate to be clearly understood. Hanako shook her head, still unwilling to make eye contact. "I-I've either r-read them a-already, o-or I don't know the author." She wanted to add 'or they don't seem to be any good,' but she simply ended her sentence oddly, clearly having more to say, but instead just pressing her lips together. If she couldn't make friends with a librarian, things were looking fairly bleak. Her heart sank again; as nice as a lot of aspects of this island were, she wanted to go back to Yamaku. Hanako's eyes briefly flitted up to the librarian's face, before returning to the shelves. Her lips were parted, as though she wanted to say something, but, even after several moments, no words were forthcoming. @robin Notes: Headbutt walls, cure boredom.[newclass=.optop]background-color:#5c0b7c;width:500px;padding:30px 20px 30px 20px;[/newclass] [newclass=.oplyrics]font-family:courier new;font-size:8px;color:#fff;padding:10px 15px 10px 0px;border-right:solid 1px #fff;text-align:right;text-transform:uppercase;[/newclass] [newclass=.optext]font-family:arial;font-size:30px;font-weight:bold!important;text-transform:lowercase;color:#fff;letter-spacing:-3px;margin-left:10px;[/newclass] [newclass=.oppost]background-color:#f9f9f9;border-bottom:solid 20px #5c0b7c;padding:20px;width:100%;text-align:justify;font-family:verdana;font-size:10px;color:#222;[/newclass] [newclass=.oppost b]font-weight:bold;color:#5c0b7c;[/newclass]
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Post by Hanako Ikezawa on Aug 31, 2017 12:06:12 GMT
[attr="class","optop"] [attr="class","oplyrics"]when the sorrow it breaks them i will replace them for you dead flowers for the torn apart laid at the grave to heal a broken heart let it rain until it floods let the sun breathe life once more | [attr="class","optext"]reborn |
[attr="class,"oppost"] "That's fine. U-Um... H-Hanako is fine too. I-If you w-want. You don't have to, th-though." It was what most people she knew called her. Even Hisao, when they barely knew each other, had been fairly familiar in that regard. Maybe that was what made it more comfortable. In her experience, people tended to have one of three responses to her: willful ignorance, malicious teasing, or kind consideration. Of course, she was grateful that Matthew had chosen the latter of those, three, but... "O-Okay." She wasn't sure why he needed her permission to sit, but it was easy to give. As tired as her legs were from walking - she really wasn't as fit as she liked, sometimes - she didn't really have any desire to sit. Maybe partially due to the fact that she still felt like she was on the verge of running and hiding. Something made painfully obvious by her body language. She was still there, though, so maybe Matthew was doing something right. "U-Um...M-Matthew... have you... been here long? O-On this island." Hanako looked sidelong at the town, frowning slightly. "It's... k-kind of weird..."MATTHEW HOLT
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Post by Hanako Ikezawa on Aug 30, 2017 14:51:05 GMT
[attr="class","optop"] [attr="class","oplyrics"]when the sorrow it breaks them i will replace them for you dead flowers for the torn apart laid at the grave to heal a broken heart let it rain until it floods let the sun breathe life once more | [attr="class","optext"]reborn |
[attr="class,"oppost"] There was always that moment, when Hanako ceased being someone in the background, or to be subtly ignored, in which a rush of thoughts, emotions, and worries flooded her, freezing her body and face. A large and growing part of her wanted to snatch the paper, stammer a thanks and an excuse, and run. Better than enduring the next several minutes of wondering just what he thought of her. Silence reigned for several moments, the only movements on Hanako's part the darting of her eyes, coming close to, but never quite establishing, eye contact. Eventually, finally, Hanako reached out a hesitant hand, and took the paper. "Th-Thank you," It was audible at least, though the politeness was marred by her looking at Matthew's shoes. In a clear effort to buy herself time, she laboriously placed it back into a notepad full of neatly hand-written memos, drafts, and notes. Another pause. Another breath. "Hanako." She said, finally. "U-um. That's my name. H-Hanako Ikezawa." She knew enough manners to introduce herself when someone else did the same. Awkwardly, she shifted her weight from foot to foot. Despite a lot of her body language screaming that she'd rather be anywhere than here, she stubbornly stayed. "I-I'm not exactly n-new, but... um... I-I read a lot." She vaguely gestured towards the books pressed against her chest; aside from notepads, there were also a couple of novels. It wasn't a complete explanation, but hopefully Matthew would be able to fill in the blanks. Suddenly, Hanako took a sharp intake of breath, then forced herself to make direct eye contact. "How about y-you, ah..." Hanako's summoned courage faltered, and her eyes slid off to the side. "I-is Matthew okay...?" He was basically a westerner, right? Didn't they prefer their given names? MATTHEW HOLT Notes: Nothin' wrong with some fluff.[newclass=.optop]background-color:#5c0b7c;width:500px;padding:30px 20px 30px 20px;[/newclass] [newclass=.oplyrics]font-family:courier new;font-size:8px;color:#fff;padding:10px 15px 10px 0px;border-right:solid 1px #fff;text-align:right;text-transform:uppercase;[/newclass] [newclass=.optext]font-family:arial;font-size:30px;font-weight:bold!important;text-transform:lowercase;color:#fff;letter-spacing:-3px;margin-left:10px;[/newclass] [newclass=.oppost]background-color:#f9f9f9;border-bottom:solid 20px #5c0b7c;padding:20px;width:100%;text-align:justify;font-family:verdana;font-size:10px;color:#222;[/newclass] [newclass=.oppost b]font-weight:bold;color:#5c0b7c;[/newclass]
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Post by Hanako Ikezawa on Aug 29, 2017 15:16:23 GMT
[attr="class","optop"] [attr="class","oplyrics"]when the sorrow it breaks them, i will replace them for you. dead flowers for the torn apart; laid at the grave to heal a broken heart. let it rain until it floods. let the sun breathe life once more. | [attr="class","optext"]reborn |
[attr="class,"oppost"] For how different Tomodachi Island was from the Japan she knew, let alone how different it was from Yamaku, it was heartening to know that libraries were largely the same. The section of braille and large-print books was, of course, much, much smaller, but that faintly musty smell of old, worn paper was proving to be a nostalgic tonic for the stresses of adjusting to a new life. All things considered, Hanako hadn't been here long; long enough to have a general idea of what to do for her job, and to get around without too much hassle. Still, she was a regular at the library, and had already checked out a large number of books, going through two to three novels a week thus far. Thus, the librarian's face and voice were already somewhat familiar, but Hanako had, up to that point, kept their interactions fairly minimal. Not because she wanted to. Loneliness gnawed at her daily, and it seemed they would have a lot of common ground. At a surface level, she even seemed nice. But, as she was told in therapy more than once, anxiety and fears didn't have to make sense. What was important was handling them one step at a time. In lieu of people, books made reasonable companions. After returning a pile of books - the sound of falling volumes distinctly audible in the virtually empty library - Hanako turned to browsing the aisles. Despite the selection, or maybe because of it, Hanako was struggling to find anything that caught her eye. It wasn't that she was a picky reader. but she was an avid one, across many genres. Most of the notable works she knew of had already been read. But, as expected for a library from another world, there were a lot of titles and authors she did not know even the first thing about. With one selected book pressed against her chest, Hanako browsed the titles and dist jackets, trying to find something that seemed appealing. The chosen book was Frankenstein; an old classic that any reader felt like they knew, but she had never really gotten around to reading the original. So all she knew was she was looking for something a little more light-hearted than that work of gothic horror. The shelves did seem a little thin and somewhat disorganized, though only to the degree that a creature of the library like herself would notice. It was probably about time for the shelves to be checked and restocked. Hanako breathed a faint sigh, as a promising-sounding novel soured her in the opening chapter. She replaced it on the shelf, careful to put it back exactly where it belonged. The titles were scanned again, but, at this point, they were beginning to blur together. @robin Notes: Blubebek. Hope this works.[newclass=.optop]background-color:#5c0b7c;width:500px;padding:30px 20px 30px 20px;[/newclass] [newclass=.oplyrics]font-family:courier new;font-size:8px;color:#fff;padding:10px 15px 10px 0px;border-right:solid 1px #fff;text-align:right;text-transform:uppercase;[/newclass] [newclass=.optext]font-family:arial;font-size:30px;font-weight:bold!important;text-transform:lowercase;color:#fff;letter-spacing:-3px;margin-left:10px;[/newclass] [newclass=.oppost]background-color:#f9f9f9;border-bottom:solid 20px #5c0b7c;padding:20px;width:100%;text-align:justify;font-family:verdana;font-size:10px;color:#222;[/newclass] [newclass=.oppost b]font-weight:bold;color:#5c0b7c;[/newclass]
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Post by Hanako Ikezawa on Aug 28, 2017 9:42:20 GMT
[attr="class","optop"] [attr="class","oplyrics"]when the sorrow it breaks them i will replace them for you dead flowers for the torn apart laid at the grave to heal a broken heart let it rain until it floods let the sun breathe life once more | [attr="class","optext"]reborn |
[attr="class,"oppost"] Adjusting to life on Tomodachi Island had proven challenging. While she was grateful that those first few terrible days of blind panic and self-pity were over, her day-to-day life was far from what she would call comfortable. Not bad, but still not comfortable. Her job - her first job ever - was something she was enjoying more than she thought she would, though she still struggled to communicate her ideas to her coworkers, and often worked off-site. Life in the dorms had largely prepared her for apartment life, though she was still getting used to cooking or buying her own meals. Really, though, the big change was that she was alone. Again. The people running the Island seemed nice enough. They'd secured her an apartment and helped her find a job, even though she knew she was hysterical upon arrival. It was very easy to count all the positives. But it didn't change that big negative. That feeling of isolation. Of being disconnected. Of having no-one to turn to. It was frightening. Almost paralyzing. Too many times, she wanted to find Lily, to have her comfort and advise her. To simply be with her. Her thoughts turned Hisao, who had proven to be a kind and sincere friend; maybe something more. With whom she shared a love for reading. What were they doing now? Were they worried about her? Hanako forced a small, bittersweet smile as she wandered towards the fountain. Of course they would be. No matter what her nagging doubts said. Still, they were in Japan, in the normal world, and she was here. On this island full of strange and wondrous people. Hopeful thoughts about them wouldn't salve her loneliness. Only making friends, finding people to rely on. She knew that, but, up until now, she had been fairly successfully avoiding a lot of human contact. She knew people noticed her. Long hair, sleeves, and a hat could only hide so much. But no-one had been that beacon of kindness and understanding like Lily. No-one had approached her with Hisao's determined but awkward first steps. Even now, she didn't try to meet their gazes, flash a smile, strike up a conversation. Instead, she clutched her books to her chest, and kept walking, head down, as she approached a bench. It was only the afternoon, but today had been tiring. She had managed to spend most of the day at the office before her nerves became too highly strung, and she had to leave. Thinking about how to make new friends wasn't getting her anywhere but in circles. She sighed, pushing her desire to confide in Lily back. That momentary lapse in concentration, combined with an opportunistic gust of wind, snatched a loose note wedged into one of her books, sending it down the path. "Ah...!" She reached out a scarred hand to grab it, though her reaction time was far from stellar. All Hanako could really do was watch, wide-eyed, as the loose paper inevitably drifted towards its target: the face of an unfortunate passerby. MATTHEW HOLT Notes: Hope this opening works for ya, Five. Still finding my style with Hanako, so forgive the introspection dump. Also, feel free to use a different character; I mostly picked one at random.[newclass=.optop]background-color:#5c0b7c;width:500px;padding:30px 20px 30px 20px;[/newclass] [newclass=.oplyrics]font-family:courier new;font-size:8px;color:#fff;padding:10px 15px 10px 0px;border-right:solid 1px #fff;text-align:right;text-transform:uppercase;[/newclass] [newclass=.optext]font-family:arial;font-size:30px;font-weight:bold!important;text-transform:lowercase;color:#fff;letter-spacing:-3px;margin-left:10px;[/newclass] [newclass=.oppost]background-color:#f9f9f9;border-bottom:solid 20px #5c0b7c;padding:20px;width:100%;text-align:justify;font-family:verdana;font-size:10px;color:#222;[/newclass] [newclass=.oppost b]font-weight:bold;color:#5c0b7c;[/newclass]
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